Saturday, January 13, 2007


This is in response to a comment left by an anonymous writer. It is a follow up from a post called… songs I live with right now.

I just wanted to be sure you got my reply.

Wow I’m really glad that I don't carry around as much hostility as you do. Thanks for the correction. The song was given to me on a mix cd. I was told that was who sang it. I will do my research next time. By the way perhaps you should actually get to know a person or ask why they stated something before you lash out in anger. Not to mention categorize them with a public figure you obviously have no respect for. If you want to be a hard ass do it somewhere else. There are enough assholes around we don't need any more here thanks.

Next time at least use you actually name….

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

i am a bad friend

i haven't written... i haven't called...i haven't even hung out
something must be wrong with me

new posts to come soon and lots and lots of phone calls

there is so much to tell

Friday, October 06, 2006

crazy health nut

i'll be writing about this product soon...i am very interested in it. Check out the website and feel free to give some feedback

hopefully its not to good to be true

lots of love guys

Monday, September 25, 2006


I just moved back to pittsburgh.....

Sunday, August 06, 2006

songs i live with right now

they- by Jem from Finally woken* her entire album is incredible
castles in the sky- by Ian Van Dahl
dream machine- by mark farina feat. sean hayes(jack from will and grace)
I heard it all before- by madonna
Smile- by Lily it!!!
Loves me- by tatu
cosy in the rocket- by ben and the bad seeds (its actually the theme song from greys anatomy)

please take a listen....castles in the sky and dream machine sound best in the remixes and on a huge sound system

ps tatu rules

check out Jems website (not the cartoon although she rocks too) you can listin to a lot of her stuff from the new album they is positively my fav

favorite new song



Who made up all the rules
We follow them like fools
Believe them to be true
Don't care to think them through
And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry we do this
And it's ironic too
Coz what we tend to do
Is act on what they say
And then it is that way
And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry we do this
Who are they
And where are they
And how can they possibly
Know all this
Who are they
And where are they
And how can they possibly
Know all this
Do you see what I see
Why do we live like this
Is it because it's true
That ignorance is bliss
Who are they
And where are they
And how do they
Know all this
And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry it's like this
Do you see what I see
Why do we live like this
Is it because it's true
That ignorance is bliss
And who are they
And where are they
And how can they
Know all this
And I'm sorry so sorry
I'm sorry we do this

yes i did just figure out how to get pictures off of my digital camera

yep july was a rough month.... lots of things went wrong but it really showed me who i can count on.... i miss my family back home in pa but i am really settling into life out here. i am convinced that KC has the kindest people in the world and the worst drivers...ehh you win some you lose some...
so peter came home from vegas...with money god i love poker!!! he had been home in pa for a month bc his dad had heart surgury and then flew to las vegas for a conference. he is now finally home with me. we are getting ready to fly home for robbie's wedding!!!! i can't wait!! i am a bridesmaid and i get to wear a super sexy red strapless dress. I just brought it home the other day and of course its four feet too long for me bc i am 5'2" haha!! then i will be coming home twice in sept for steves wedding and then joey's ..."love actually is all around us" so basically i will be broke from all the plain trips.... maybe i will be bumped from a flight and get some free tickets....i can always dream

i love my husband

hanging out in KC

These are just a few the great people i have meet since moving here. i love them to pieces!!! Left to right Aidie, Justin, Heidi, Kim, Nicole.
Left to right Sara, Lauren, Drew, and Joey.
Justin drunk in the hot tub...tee hee
Heidi and Jen with their $4 huge long islands...
me drunk at the hot tub...i think i was doing the hookie pookie or something weird....who knows

...the end of my little red sorry daddy

missing you

Thursday, June 15, 2006


I am coming home on the 30th of june for kellys graduation party. It's going to be a short visit and there are so many people to if you want to see me here is an invite to the party its on the 1st of july at 1 in the afternoon. i am not posting directions bc i don't want some random person who stumbles across my blog showing up for free food...and believe me the food will be good! so if you want to come email me and i'll give you directions and stuff. hope to see you there!

Monday, June 12, 2006

ok i need to stop taking these test things...but they are sooooo fun plus i'm bored

ok these are my results go take your own and post it so i can read them.. come on it will be fun...
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
You have high extroversion.You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
You have medium conscientiousness.You're generally good at balancing work and play.When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.
The Five Factor Personality Test

interesting i do like sunsets

***You Are Sunset***

Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life.And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you.Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years.Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far!

What Time Of Day Are You?

kelly's growing up....

kelly and chuck chuck, sam, kelly, bridgette, and me da

So kelly is done with high school and is moving onto college! congrats to her...i am very proud she is going to be attending penn state on full scholarship...yippie!

those are just two pics from graduation. i missed it unfortunately bc of obvious reasons but hopefully i will be home for her graduation party...which is the best part in my opinion. much love to all the folks at home who i miss...i hope to see you all soon.

for the love of a dog........

if you've have never had the privilage of being loved by a dog i am truly sorry for you. nothing can compare not all the men or women in the world....and for that special gift of love i thank her. thank you lady.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006



a lot of things have happen but only a few of note

my dearest lady died two months ago....if you don't already know lady was my dog. She was 12 years old when she passed from a blood clot. this is the only picture of her that i have on my computer. bridgette took it christmas morning 2005. i am not going to try to explain how much she meant to me and how cool of a dog she was bc i don't feel like crying tonight but you should know that she was the best!

my parents got a new puppy a few weeks ago....
not sure how i feel about that but from what i hear the new pup is a little rascal. his name is clyde and he is a black and sable collie

i received a job promotion. i am now an operations lead in training...i am basically learning how to run the store from behind the scenes which as is turns out is harder then it looks.

my car has broken down twice

the grey's anatomy season finally made me cry my eyes out! i can't believe denny died!!! if you haven't seen it yet sorry if i gave away the ending

i am trying to finish the divinci code before the movie comes out on the 19th

i think its funny that people are boycotting the film.....people are so narrow minded

i went to my first harley davidson biker/ cinco de mayo party in topeka kansas...i met some very interesting charecters and danced a bit of salsa

if you are looking for an interesting book to read try heaven's mirror by graham hancock it kinda makes you wonder about what you've been taught and what's actually the truth...i am secretly hoping someone i know will read it so i can discuss it and not have to revert to an online chat about the book...

i am considering an audition for west side story...but that would keep us out here awhile...hmmm what to do?

Monday, April 10, 2006

awake in the night

who knows why I can't sleep.... it could be any number of things.... I will choose to blame it on the fact that for some odd reason I miss Pittsburgh's April now and I have been away for a couple of months. I believe that it is just starting to set into my bricked-up heart and mind that I have completely started a new chapter in my life. All of the patterns I have been so use to have been broken...good and bad....I miss them equally. I would normally be walking around the waterfront after a late movie at Lowe’s (taking for granted the scent of a Pittsburgh spring) wondering how long I was going to end up at eat n' park this time. It sounds funny I know but I miss it. I can not stand eat n'park and their smiley cookies that taste like cardboard.... and yet everyone buys them. The seasons didn't really change out here in just got warmer....very depressing. Although Kansas has not treated me all bad, the area is flourishing and opportunity is all around me.....unfortunately I was never good at embarking on any opportunities that came my way....I think I more enjoyed discussing them over a breakfast smile and dreaming of the good fortune they might bring my way. you may think I didn't take any chances out of fear and you are probably right...although I blame most of it on habitual neglect of welcoming change into my life.... well change has found me and I now stare into his eyes everyday...I must admit it is kinda scary facing a new city everyday....but change has afforded some great if I could only find a 24 hour restaurant where I could revel in the possibilities.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

the engine driver lyrics

The Decemberists
The Engine Driver

I'm an engine driver
On a long run, on a long run
Would I work beside her
She's a long one, such a long one

And if you don't love me let me go
And if you don't love me let me go

I'm a country lineman
On a high line, on a high line
So will be my grandson
There are powerlines in our bloodlines

And if you don't love me let me go
And if you don't love me let me go

And I am a writer, writer of fictions
I am the heart that you call home
And I've written pages upon pages
Trying to rid you from my bones
My bones My bones

I'm a money lender
I have fortunes upon fortunes

soundtrack of my day

between the bars
the engine driver*
rain-patty griffin
we will become silhouettes
be careful-patty griffin
such great heights
carry me -patty griffin again
casimir pulaski day
the man of metropolis steals our hearts
red red wine
against all odds-postal service

its not a mix just some songs i am loving today

If you haven't heard the engine driver by the yourself a favor and listen to it